your fake gratitude for your shitty life is telling money to leave you alone

When we first learn of the infinite abundance of our birthrights, we tend to think that gratitude is always going to be the way to show us through.

We start saying thank you for EVERYTHING.

Thank you for my water, thank you for my food,

we may even use comparison to others to somehow make ourselves feel better about what we may have, as little as it may be.

“I know these people who don’t have this so I must be grateful for this…”

We must have compassion for these people, but that doesn’t mean we should be throwing them pity parties - we send them our prayers of support by being the kind of people we wish we would be, and doing things within our realm of action, that exemplifies the light on this earth and helps ignite sparks in people who see, and it will eventually reach the people who need it. in this life or the next…

But what happens when you realize that the life you’re living isn’t the life you’d actually want?

Would that mean that when we say we are grateful for what we have means we are lying?

Well.. sort of.

Here’s the thing.

Denial is a river in EGYPT (tiktok joke, i know it’s the nile)

But this can be a great metaphor.

Denial is a long streaming river of bullshit that can take you down to the shit lake where you reside in your delusions for possibly your entire life until you can come to terms with where you’re at. ( and knowing where you’re at, is intelligence)

When you’re in denial of how satisfied you are with life, I.E being grateful when your boyfriend is still around even though he is emotionaly abusive, being grateful that you live on your parents couch, or even being grateful that you got a latte but you dont like it at alll.

You can still be grateful to have a roof over your head etc, but when where you really want to be somehow or have an amount of money into your life, the universe isnt really compelled to help execute that manifestation because it knows you are pretending not to be aware of the matter.

This can be a general manifestation block but the way this blocks money is because money like masculine + active dominant energies.

Denying and saying No are inherantly feminine energies (not because women or feminity is delusional, but in an overt unhealthy expression it is all intution not strategy, which money wants)

Money wants to come to you in steady streams to be allocated for use.

Money is a submissive energy that has energetically been evolutionized to further human development and soverignty.

Money is a neutral force.

We’ve been taught and shown all the atrocities of money that somehow overshadow all its positives aspects because our society is a sort of test for our mind, thought, belief patterns.

WE can deny that we dont want money because we can only claim paying money for things isnt spiritual, or selling our gifts isnt spiritual… when in fact…

When you are on the spiritual path, one of the most SPIRITUAL THINGS YOU CAN DO -is express wordly material things in their highest order.

This is what ascension is all about bro!, Enlightening the mind, emotions, and the PHYSICALLL.

Thats what all the hoopla is about, and denial is one of the lowest frequencies of complete ignorance as well.

You’re denying yourself more by not asking for it, and pretending that the world is bad because you fall for the illusion that you dont have a say in where you go in your reality.

How to unblock this? get REAL with yourself about your situation/

My Homework:

Where am I at? (No holds bars)

Where would I like to be?

Whats one reason I tell myself I cant have more?

Whats one reason I can tell myself I deserve more?

What does my life cost right now?

What does my hypothetical want life cost?

Whats one action step I can take to get there?

BOOM

LOVE YOU!

I willl be going over the 7 core money/manifesting blocks this following week.

One newsletter at a time.

Dont forget if you’d like to speak with me directly… wanting to shift your perspective, find your next goal, or we can even go through these questions TOGETHER - and map out your next moves.

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-City