You only think you're better than others because you're suffering...they might not be.

Jealousy is all pervasive..and only ever hurts the self.

Contrary to popular belief and the circulation of evil eye protection talk…that I think might be my cutting edge in coming to the realization that all of it may be completly first level spirituality.

(me vs. u. all jealous people are evil. not understanding envy.)

Here’s the dish.

Sometimes we look at people who may have a lot of money, lavish things, beautiful fashions etc but we might feel like they don’t deserve it because of what they did to get there.

I understand we come to spirituality wanting to sever our tyes to material possesions.

I know how that feels - I dived deep into my own materialism last year…what it really came down to was identity.

Identity with solely the physical form, it’s emanations and vessels is extremely painful, what makes it more painful is seeing other people existing in higher material expressions and it can make us feel in power to put them down.

The block of jealousy makes money repelled by you.

Cuz truthfully if we broke it down we usually seem to want the things that other people have, but we bring the illusion of power back by pretending that it’s okay we don’t have it or we’re better off not having it because it’s not spiritual to want money, talk about monehy, have etc

But what if the things you wanted most came from the type of actions the people you’re fake dissing?

That the jealousy and resents you have are pulling you to a lower dimension of scarcity?

This block is P-A-I-N-F-U-L and cause so many clouds of confusion and dismay.

It can be best understood that the block of jealousy keeps us small, disconnects us of our SACRED human experience expression - yes that can come from money.

I know that it appears that we are living in a hard time on earth, in america, or wherever you are…

But what if by a subtle change in perception you could bear witnesss to the abundance of all that there is?

The jealousy and bitterness we hold onto especially for people we think have more than us,is merely just the fear + contorl paradigms that manifest from pure physicality.

You don’t have to trust me on this, but I want you to see for yourself.

We’re all on the way to the same place, and when we understand that.. the pain and pressure we feel can subtely life off.

I just moved and It’s activating sooo many of my blind spots right now.

I feel off kilter and off balance but writing and sharing with you all is helping me to stay so grounded.

This discipline is what I know will propel me forward…

To unblock?

Start taking aligned action in cohesion with what you want in life.

Pull back those energetic chords that you latch onto people who you wish you were like, but pretend to hate.

Self Analysis:

This person I think I hate…What are three things they exude that I wish I had?

Who am I when I covet others lives, while not fulfilling my own?

Who would I be without these resentments?

-City