The block to my root chakra.

Everyone wants to ascend. Who wants to ground to earth?

Oh yeah, just decalcify your pineal gland, yes your third eye is just the key to transcending this “hellscape prison we’ve created.”

Heres the gag.

We have to remember that our lives are only perpetued by our inner thoughts, our inner beliefs, our outer actions… and our chakric centers.

Chakras are the energetic wheels that spin elegant patterns of energetic silk that create the tapestries of our lives.

They affect our aura as well. In in healthy or unblocked states we are expanded!

Think of expansion like your electromagnetic field is holding its arms out in a wide wingspans to life, while in retracted/blocked states our electro arms are closed to life.

So whats going on with this blocked root chakra?

If you haven’t heard…

The root chakra, in sanskrit and traditionally known as the Muladhara (moola-dara)

Is the energetic connection to the earth. It spins us into a stable footing, pride, being deserving and having our NEEDS met.

You see I’m in between living situations… which is strange for me because I’m a Capricorn, I’m SUPPOSED to be grounded.

And I had this notion in my head that I’m just so calm considering how I’m handling starting my new practice, and I speak a lot about trusting God and how I don’t know what I want.

But there were so many issues still in my personal life, and I had to come to terms with the fact of how I ended up where I am.

Mainly these issues where I couldn't trust anyone in my life.

I couldn’t trust that they were going to stay the same. I also realized I had this fear that everything was going to be ripped out from me.

I found myself planning ahead for my best friend to ghost me. For new friends I had made in this town to just one day disappear.

It used to be expressed through daily fear activations, but last yeah I was able to move through it through Dancing. the reason that worked for me was because it loosened up a lot of tenseness in my body, which also unlocks the lower chakras.

But it had followed me, quietly, slowly through this small buzzing I would have in my mind. Small, just tenseness about this world and what would happen next to me.

I would say this even stemmed into watching a lot of online tarot readings, energy readings, or even just talk about the alien disclosure.

It was a tight grip I wanted on life and experience, some sort of false control so that I could feel strong and above it all…

I’m currently getting certified to be a more fully expressed teacher, and am learning a trauma repair process from the Rig Veda. I’ll be going more into this on my socials and within my practice, but the main process is a focused observation on a core childhood memory before age 9, these initial experiences actually begin the pattern that follow us through life and block our chakras.

So the first trauma that coincides and blocks the root/muladhara is fear. Guilt in the west is another common block but for my current demonstration I’ll be talking about my fear.

But I’ll explain that in my next post, because I feel like this is a good place to stop for now.

But tomorrow I’ll tell that story!

-City