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- Last minute change. My new task is to ground ground groundd
Last minute change. My new task is to ground ground groundd
Collapsing Thought Patterns -w-
I have slacked on speaking about this because I appreciate transperency
(and totally got caught up in the 7 money blocks. )
Something I want to move up from and graduate out of but I want to make sure I am clearly teaching these concepts.
I moved to the mountains from the beach and the grief has really been interesting.
While I’ve been wanting to be on my own for a while I just feel like I’ve been wanting this change for soo long that now the catharsis is that lowkey nothings actually changed.
My living situation is different and I have more space..
But I’m still me.
One of my patterns that resurfaces in times of change is like total submission + inaction (faith without works, delusion without embodying)
Also just plain overeating used to be one, but I’ve found sooo much more healing the sacral that I feel more full within myself?
Removibg the block of shame dialed that in for me.
But yeah, beach to the mountains.
There were mountains in california where I used to live but it’s much more pronounced.
I feel and have experienced mountains as really helpful for opening awareness + connection to the firmanent.
I mean mountains are like trees they just reach upppp, but their conciousness is more stagnant and unmmoving.
Really observent though!
Sidenotes aside…
Things that have helped me with big change:
Grief recovery Method (it’s a full book, but can be done with one sheet I would love to send you)
Walking barefoot on grass or by water.
Any sort if movement exercise to get into the moment and out of the mind.
Yeah. I have to actually use these tools because theyve been detrimdntal to my transition.
tysm!
-City