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Last minute change. My new task is to ground ground groundd

Collapsing Thought Patterns -w-

I have slacked on speaking about this because I appreciate transperency

(and totally got caught up in the 7 money blocks. )

Something I want to move up from and graduate out of but I want to make sure I am clearly teaching these concepts.

I moved to the mountains from the beach and the grief has really been interesting.

While I’ve been wanting to be on my own for a while I just feel like I’ve been wanting this change for soo long that now the catharsis is that lowkey nothings actually changed.

My living situation is different and I have more space..

But I’m still me.

One of my patterns that resurfaces in times of change is like total submission + inaction (faith without works, delusion without embodying)

Also just plain overeating used to be one, but I’ve found sooo much more healing the sacral that I feel more full within myself?

Removibg the block of shame dialed that in for me.

But yeah, beach to the mountains.

There were mountains in california where I used to live but it’s much more pronounced.

I feel and have experienced mountains as really helpful for opening awareness + connection to the firmanent.

I mean mountains are like trees they just reach upppp, but their conciousness is more stagnant and unmmoving.

Really observent though!

Sidenotes aside…

Things that have helped me with big change:

  • Grief recovery Method (it’s a full book, but can be done with one sheet I would love to send you)

  • Walking barefoot on grass or by water.

  • Any sort if movement exercise to get into the moment and out of the mind.

Yeah. I have to actually use these tools because theyve been detrimdntal to my transition.

tysm!

-City