Creating a loving world.

Recnelty I’ve been getting critiques on my social media about my manner of voice and tone of speaking - that my teachings might be too advanced and people need to be gently guided to truths of life.

I’ve also been chastised for coming off as young, I’ve had someone just today even accuse me of needing to go on some sort of yam and progesterone…

Yeah that one really hurt. I’ll be honest - It threw me off. As a trans person I make it look like magic where I’m at today. Surgeries, Hormone treatments, learning about archetypal genders…

Yet people still make comments about my appearance claiming they can obviously tell, or my hormones must be out of balance etc.

If you weren’t aware that I was a trans woman or this terminology confuses you I understand; I take the moderate pharma approach to this and have much much success…

but thank god I never went on this journey for approval, and thank god I also have proper reflections of people who do the exact opposite.

Like there are people who say I need to up my dose, or that I am easily noticed as trans, there are people who think I’m so beautiful they want to send me money, people who assume that I have periods even too.

So it’s not like there are over saturations of any one thing. There are also people who see me as I am and not as either of the above.

Just as City.

You may also see me as your teacher and guide so much like I am learning I owe it to my audience to continue to apply the things I learn and with integrity also share the things I struggle with.

One can say they’re honest, vulnerable, humble all they want but having the character to where it beams off of you is a powerful feat that requires little humility.

I’m reminded of the nature of this world and my existence deeply when I recieve appearance related critism, or even how I speak and my content.

I won’t get offended in such a way where I delete something, or get mad at the people saying the things. (Source/Universe/God) Sug is always speaking through every person you meet.

It makes me think deeply about what I’m actually doing to take care of myself and also perveying my presentation of teachings.

So when I talk about creating a loving world, I’m not so much talking about being so nice that you never say anything unkind like these people, but really creating a loving world really looks like a high emanation of acceptance + understanding.

The other day I tasked myself with defining love in my own terms.

It went as such:

Love is a desire for the thing/person to be the exact same way it is in the very moment and a complete acceptance for all that there is, and also knowing throughout time the levels with which it could reach all the way down and all the way above, and not choosing to force it any which way/ but knowing when to hold the line on its expression and when to let the waters flow.

Something like that ^ my definition of love is still under construction.

But you know how it feels when you love something, and it’s one of the highest frequencies we can experience on this planet.

So yeah - Maybe not so much about love today.. but thats my title.

-City